I’m sorry, but this is gonna be a weird entry again. My feelings always come out in writing. Tonight I felt very lost and distraught. It was like I was having inner conflicts within my mind. I was so distraught that I couldn’t concentrate in AACF, couldn’t sing, and I had to leave early because my thoughts were making me feel nauseated. Plus I felt like crying. So then I left AACF early, and I wasn’t watching where I was going because my mind was so chaotic, and I tripped over a step and almost fell flat on my face. And then I practically ran all the way back to my room. It was like record time. A total of like 5 minutes compared to the 15 it normally takes. Why was I distraught you may be wondering? Well, I think only my Christian friends would understand me, and I really don’t want any anti-Christians to comment in my xanga and put me down when I already feel down, so if you really want to know, just IM me. I don’t think any of you want to know anyway. But thanks Christina, I’m glad you’re always there when I need somebody to talk to!!!
Took another quiz that Tiffany had in her xanga and I got the same result as her, which makes a perfect record:
|“What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?“ – Results:|
|Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The Pure. “I’ve been waiting in the dark for a long time, shining my beacon of hope through the shadow. If you see me, don’t you hide your eyes from me.” The White Rose is associated with purity, honor, and chastity. It is governed by the goddess Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape. As a White Rose, you are a person of your word. You may have a strong moral code, but regardless of your virtue, you always stay true to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of emotional forms and it’s just a matter of waiting for it to bless you. Some people may say you are too idealistic, but it’s only because you don’t want to mess things up.|