I went to watch Lord of the Rings today. It was good. I’m kind of depressed right now though because I’m sick. I think I’m coming down with something that I really hope is not the flu. If it’s the flu, my parents are gonna say, “We told you so!!!” Yah…I really don’t want them to prove themselves right. My mom was still pretty sick today, so I couldn’t stay for the whole potluck. I’m sad about that. I also miss Rie. She couldn’t come. I hope she’s not mad at me, but if she is, I totally deserve it because I didn’t schedule the party on a day she could make it. That’s all for today. I’m just feeling thoroughly sick and sad about so many things. I am too pathetic. I do too many stupid things. Why? Because I am just plain stupid. I wish I could change my personality into somebody I really like. I think I’m just plain annoying to everybody. No wonder everybody dislikes me.