I have such random thoughts on my walk home from the bus stop. Today I thought of three things.
1. I’ve been wearing black lately. A LOT of black, from head to toe. I think I need to stop cuz it’s really hot wearing all black all day.
2. I live near a park with SWINGS!!! And lots of little kids. I want to go on the SWINGS!!! But then I’d have to go when all the little kids go home.
3. I really hate my voice. I sound like a little kid or a really girly girl. It’s very annoying. Maybe I should disguise my voice.
Oh, and this fantasy series I’m reading is really really good. I think I mentioned it in my entry yesterday. But what the guy says to the girl is like something I want some guy to say to me one day. Sigh….
I’ll just put a little quote in here for sappy reasons. I’m allowed to be sappy for just this week!!!
“Almost everything about you is a contradiction, and I love each one. I love that you are a Singer, but that most of the songs you know are in a tongue no one understands…..I love that you make what is perhaps the worst pot of tea I have ever been asked to endure. I love that you still tear up at sad songs you have sung a thousand times. I love that your best friends are a giant half Bolg and the most obnoxious creature I have ever laid eyes on, they are rude to you beyond measure, and yet you love them like brothers…..I love that you have a better right cross than I have, and, even though you’re half my size, you’re not afraid to use it on me….And I especially love that you speak your mind to me, even when I don’t want to hear it…”
(what Ashe, the main guy character, says to Rhapsody, the main character)
Why did I waste 3 years of my life on 2 guys who probably only thought of me on average 3 times a week, when I know that God will provide me with THE guy someday who will actually LOVE me? Sigh….
heehee…it feels sooooo good to be free from crushes now. I hope it lasts until the right one comes.