Dear Anonymous Sir,
I wish that I knew who you were, but I don’t. Instead, I keep dreaming about somebody else for the past three years. Are you and he one and the same? If not, I wish that “he” would get out of my thoughts and be replaced by you. For awhile, I believed that I was okay about “him” and content to be single as I waited for you. But “he” occasionally still invades my dreams, my thoughts, my emotions. Every now and then, just when I think I am completely satisfied with where I am in life, “he” haunts me yet again. For pity’s sake, I started reading romance novels to forget about “him”!!!!
But, what I really want to know is…..where are you? If “he” is not you, then I wish God would help me forget about “him” completely. I want to be at a place where I am content in God alone, a place where I can mature as I wait for God’s plans to unfold. I want God to surprise me. I want to be patient.
Why did I write this letter, you may wonder? Well, sir, let me tell you. I just needed a way to remind myself that you do exist and that my decision to wait for you is the right thing to do, what God wants me to do. So I end this letter in hopes that someday God will guide us to one another, and maybe you will read this letter and laugh at me.
A Girl Who, as of Now, Remains Anonymous to You