I spent my whole birthday looking for a job and studying.
I have concluded:
1. I have no desire to study anymore.
2. There are no jobs out there that actually want to hire me. This means that without more school, I am nothing. I am useless.
3. I will never get more experience because nobody wants to hire me. Therefore, I will have nothing to put on my resume, and when I apply to more jobs, they won’t hire me because I don’t have enough experience, which is in fact, not my fault, but theirs, since they did not want to hire me in the first place.
I am frustrated right now.
And I’m sad for the Korean hostages in Afghanistan getting killed off one by one.
People are terrible.